A conversation with kafka:

"One advantage in keeping a diary is that you become aware with reassuring clarity of the changes which you constantly suffer."
damn it. i hate you.

"My 'fear' is my substance, and probably the best part of me."
 quiet nod.

"Don't despair, not even over the fact that you don't despair."
 lol

 "A book must be the ax for the frozen sea within us." i love you. why are you dead.

 "By imposing too great a responsibility, or rather, all responsibility, on yourself, you crush yourself." tell me about it.

 "Tyranny or slavery, born of selfishness, are the two educational methods of parents; all gradations of tyranny or slavery."
 this is why my childhood makes me so attuned to abuse of power struggles of many stripes.

 "I do not read advertisements. I would spend all of my time wanting things."
 lol this sounds like addley.