colorblind white liberals want a cookie for their noncommittal disinterest. i'd rather stick with colorbold anti-oppressive friends who care and do and defend and listen, rather than engage in intellectual masturbation and moralizing about the theory of your problems [that they perpetuate with their denial].

As someone who takes great care to weed out flakes from her life, I'm annoyed at myself when I let a friend slide because of belief in their ability to grow. The cost of being positive is getting screwed over.

why would I explain my problems to people that live on their own planet, have low adaptability and empathetic sense?

Placeholder people.

I miss him.  My lungs hurt.  I don't want to write.

I just want to feel alive in my own body again.

http://wonderlass.com/how-to-work-on-your-creative-business-when-youre-depressed-as-fuck/