1) what is the best parking finder app?
2) why when i look up 'bulletproof dress' do I get slinky things that are only supposedly fashionably "bulletproof"? useless. 
3) what is the best cure for the frustration of wanting future inventions to exist now, without investing time and money into making things oneself?

I want the paycheck of a mediocre white man for the same lack of work.

my body and my mind dies when i'm in boston.  my heart dies when i'm in LA.

some muslim artists (NY?)
Leslie Hewitt
Chantelle Truscit- Progress Theatre
Nsenga Knight
Musa Syed 
Bassam Tariq
Omar Mullick
Laylah Amatullah Barayan
The Reminders
G Willow Wilson
Khaleelah Janan Rasheed
Otabenga Jones and Associates
Jamaal Cyrus (I may have misspelt his 1st name but he's big and was an artists in residence at The Studio Museum of Harlem)
Sana Amanat? marvel

U know how ppl from abusive backgrounds tend to fall into abusive relationships?   I wonder if ppl from backgrounds of alienation are drawn to experiences of further alienation.

Sigh.

A friend said, oh he likes you, he wants to work with you.  Is that how it's supposed to go down?   I have to do work for a guy who likes me, so he can like me more?  What about he just grows enough balls to just ask me on a date?  Whatever happened to that?  Why do I have to labor through an entry fee when he's the one interested?  is my time and energy not valuable?   Is this the setup to how everything here on out should go then? (Dude wants something, I do the work to make it happen? ).  No thanks.   Lazy shits.