Oh, to make an appointment to talk about a moment that just passed is not intimacy.

I haven't written in a while (sadness).

when people aren't there for you when you need them, they cease to be relevant.  except as people who need you.  so be clear to yourself who is charity and who is a friend.

Don't sell your soul to desperation.

enough reserves to put up with all the disengagement and apathy.

LA douchebags, SF techbros, Portland hipsters.

Words.  Stars.  Stampede of destiny.  Chaos in waves between calm seas.  But even a storm is still functional and orderly, just executed with passion.

songs are like loaded guns ready to shoot you in the heart with memories you can't handle right now.

Altair.

Karma - a belief that helps people cope with the fact that there isn't an enforceable law that will give them justice for wrongs done to them.

someday the things we love will betray us.  like knafeh, it will give me diabetes.

^sentiment brought on by "good things taste deceitful" journal entry oct 2014.